First things come first, before the other things. It’s called prioritizing and sometimes I’m not very good at it. During other periods, I’m great at it. The trouble arises because there doesn’t appear to be any indicating factors between when one period ends and another begins. I just sort of stammer around bouncing off of one and slamming into the other. To me it’s my natural existence and is perfectly normal. Since I cannot see through the eyes of another, I suspect the pinball effect is a bit much at times. So it goes. The nice part today is that my self-awareness seems to have reached a point where I no longer feel the need to mask what I know to be how I am in an attempt to protect myself from being judged. Instead, I am open to the idea of growth and, as such, allow myself the luxury of talking through the trouble spots when they arise. Real neat.