06.16.20

I’m not interested. I’m disappointed.

Midtown. Downtown. Uptown. South. North. Near North. Northeast. Southeast.

The Western suburbs.

The ABC’s.

St. Paul.

I don’t really care. I had a bunch of months of really fucking great and now I’m tired. I’m displaced. Again. The neighborhood I loved and showed up for isn’t there for me anymore and it’s sad.

The racist suburbs are vomit inducing and the city appears to be following suit. You’re not a liberal or a conservative, you’re racist.

Fuck it. All of it. 

I hate it. The racism. The judgement. The bias. The bigotry. The misogyny. I hate all of it. 

The jokes. The carelessness. The lack of empathy. The NIMBY bullshit.

TAKE CARE OF YOUR SHIT!

TAKE CARE OF YOUR NEIGHBOR!

TAKE CARE OF YOUR EARTH!

FUCK YOUR POLITICS AND YOUR DEMOCRAT REPUBLICAN NONSENSE!

FUCK YOUR NEWS!

FUCK YOUR OPINION!

FUCK YOUR BELIEF!

FUCK DONALD TRUMP!

I don’t give a shit who you voted for because I no longer believe in the American government. It is slanted to protect white people and always gives a little extra effort to protect the rich white people. 

I don’t care about your cause because it isn’t any better than the next one and unless it directly opposes racism and/or economic inequality it’s a fucking waste of time.

JUST FUCKING LOVE PEOPLE!!!!!

LOVE ALL OF THEM. EQUALLY!!! 

LOVE EVERYONE!!!!!!!

ACTUALLY, YOU KNOW WHAT? FUCK THIS. ALL OF IT. FUCK THIS WEBSITE AND FUCK THE INTERNET AND FUCK SOCIAL MEDIA AND FUCK DRINKING. IT’S STUPID AND IT DOESN’T DO ANYBODY ANY GOOD AND IT ONLY CAUSES TROUBLE FOR PEOPLE. 

IF ANYBODY NEEDS ME I’LL BE OUT BY THE DUMPSTER. BY MYSELF. TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO SHOW UP CONSISTENTLY FOR EVERYBODY WITH A HEART FULL OF EMPATHY AND KINDNESS AND LOVE AND UNTIL YOU’RE GENUINELY READY TO DO THE SAME YOU CAN LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE.