Ice rink ratification. Abandoned brooms and dust pans full of dirt. Beer can trash bags cell phone video. There is peace in patience and no joy in comparison. There are ankle injuries and dehydration and headaches at the outset. Redo the kitchen and tile the backsplash. Replace the sink with another sink that does the same thing. Aesthetic. Prosthetic. Prophetic.
Road map energy. Driving in circles. Credit card payments and stacks of utility bills.
Is the thing you’re seeking really the thing you want? Or are you seeking the thing to satisfy that vacancy that abandoning the other thing created? Are you whole? Are you quietly crafting filler to feel full? Have you fallen? Have you fell? Do you wonder what will become of you when the lights are off and the phone no longer rings?
Office gossip reconstruction. Plywood cements the hallway shut. Two lined with concrete and four with sand. The ice goes back in next month. Locker room disaster with the unsupervised kids. Cake eaters I suspect with no evidence to support the claim.
It’s like I never worked there. Alarming really and something to be unpacked and analyzed. Take the money. Never sell the soul.
Rain boots. Co-op. Coconut oil. Pit bull.